1645. I wish she'd hurry up and leave you so I can comfort you and maybe, just maybe, you'll love me as much as you do her.

1644. i love everything about you, and the sorry thing is i dont think anyone else will ever love the things about you that i have learned to. what you think are flaws are to me the very essence of perfection, you are a light in the world. every person should know you for who you are, i wish you would see somthing in me cause i'm less of a person for not seeing you anymore. you make me want to be a better person, to fix the wrongs of the world. to me you are perfect. perhaps one day. x

1643. I cheated on my ex. We broke up, not cause of that but other reasons. It's been 2 months and I still refuse to admit that I did such a thing.

1642. I don't want to be alone on Christmas again.

1641. Fuckyeahindieboys! helped me get over him. Thanks so much, Mia!

1640. I want to cut myself. Just one last time. But I can't because my parents found out, and now they check. But I need it soo badly. I mean hey, it's better than pushing everyone away like I do now right? :/

1639. It sucks that I have to pretend to be a friend everytime I'm around her and not reveal my true feelings for her.

1638. It hurt when you told me you loved me. It hurt even more when you asked me "did you just a die inside?"

1637. You said we were like Rome and Juliet, and that we weren't going to die. I'm about ready to kill myself.

1636. I hate that youre with her, that I see you with her everyday, every other hour, in the hallway. That youre holding her hand. It drives me crazy, especially when you see me, and wink at me and smile. Its amazing that she hasnt noticed. I hate that I cant just go up to you and kiss you. I hate that I feel like a home wrecker, even tho we've never done anything. But what I hate the most is that I can't get you out of my head.

1635. I hated that when I showed you my journal, you laughed.

1634. I miss you so fucking much. It hurts me to know that you've moved on and that you're probably so in love with her. t's my fault this is all over, but I can't accept it. I want you back. I'm still so in love with you.

1633. I wish I could tell you..

1632. Every now and then i look through my old text messages to find the ones from you. They make me smile so much and when I see you I smile even harder. Because like you said, whenever i see you its like we're meant to be. But the thing is, your like a drug. I got addicted and I fell in love. Everytime I saw you or got a message from you it increased my addiction. Until it hurt to love you. Then you left me. I gave my everything to a boy who changed his mind. But for some time now I've been trying to go sober. Now I'm over you, or atleast I hope so..

1631. i love him. I've loved him when we were kids and i love him now. But I can't, my bestfriend loves him too. And shes going through a really bad time right now. I love him with all my heart. And the worst part is, he'll never know.